I close my eyes to hear your voice once more. How I miss you so. I wonder where you have gone. How I wish I could follow you on your journey but I know I shall not. Within all these thoughts of you I think about the difference that I have had on the people’s lives around me.
Was I a positive influence on them? Did I ever bring them pain? Did I ever do something to anger them or to make them happy?
If I am remembered at all in this life I hope it is in a positive note. Each little thing we do in our lives has some kind of affect on someone else’s life. I strive to always make it a positive affect. But if I ever hurt someone then I truly apologize.
A friend of mine once told me, ‘There’s nothing on my end worth looking at.’ and I always meant to tell him how completely and utterly wrong he was. There is everything on his end worth looking at. The exterior matches his interior perfectly and he shouldn’t think otherwise. Not that he’d remember this conversation anyway; I just figured I’d say it now rather then never saying it at all.
I want to say one thing to my friends, I do love you. It doesn’t matter if I don’t know you that well. I would still be torn up inside without your presence as I would be with others I know better. You all have a profound affect in my life and any little piece that goes away takes that little piece with them. You are all unique and for that no one can take your place.
There are certain people who will always hold my heart whether they know it or not. Most likely they don’t know it.
This all may seem completely random but after reading a few books I felt that I should get these things out there. Have a lovely evening people. ☺
