Dreams and Freak Outs

Ok, you know how you have a dream about someone and then you wake up and then you go back to sleep and then you dream something else?

well, I had a dream about this guy and I woke up thinking "WTF?" and then I went back to sleep and it went back into the same dream about that guy but at a different part. Then I woke up like "WTH???" and I just stayed up and checked my e-mail and low and behold... I got an e-mail from that guy!

It completely freaked me out so much I had to get away from the computer.. It was a real OOOeeeOOO moment. Not cool.. haha.

So here is the dream:

Ok I was meeting that guy and his sister and some other people I didn't know somewhere. I walk in and I am early and I sit down and his sister walks in and we say hello and she sits in the chair next to me. Then the guy and the other people walk in and sit in the chairs across the room. And it was quiet for a long time. Then the guy was like "You can sit closer you know" haha. So his sister and I move closer to him and then that's when I woke up the first time.

I go back to sleep and then all of a sudden we were all at this dinning room table eating and chatting. There was this woman sitting across from me and then the guy was sitting at the head of the table to my left next to me. And we were all just talking. Then the guy and I were talking about something and we can't really hear each other or he gets really interested in a topic and he leans in closer to me. We talk and he is talking about something and he moves his hand towards mine and the tips of his fingers barely touch mine and in midsentence he stops and he has this (O_O) look on his face and I am like "Yes?" just waiting for him to continue talking and he starts to talk again but he is still distracted by his fingers touching mine. Then he moves his hand and sits back and stops talking to me.

So I go back to talking to the lady infront of me. And some time passes and the guy gets up I think to go talk to his sister or something and then the lady infront of me leans forward and whispers "He likes you!" and I am like "Wha?? (O_O)" and she just smiled and nodded her head and he comes back and I just kind of look away. Then everyone leaves and I am in my editing classroom kind of and I am laying on the floor watching some movie on tv. And the guy goes and sits in his normal chair and mentions something about me watching the movie in class even after the quarter being over or something and that same lady from earlier was like "Can't you go home and watch it?" and she was laughing and I was like "No, cause by the time I get home the movie will be over"

And she was like "What??" and she disappears and then the guy asks me how I get home and I say I take about "3 - 4 busses to get home", (it doesn't take 4 it's only 3 haha), and he was like "What? No, it's all about.." something about money and then it gets all fuzzy and I wake up.. haha I was like "WTF?!?!"

Then I check my e-mail and I finally have a responce from him.. I was like "O-K I am getting away from this thing now..." lol

So if anyone can tell me what that meant feel free to let me know.. thanks hahaha.

Books That I Want!

Here are some titles of books that I want:

Love Is A Mix Tape: Life And Loss, One Song At A Time by Rob Sheffield
Cupcake by Rachel Cohn
Stuart: A Life Backwards by Alexander Masters
Everything I’m Cracked Up To Be: A Rock & Roll Fairy Tale by Jen Trynin
Impulse by Ellen Hopkins

Books, socks and scrapbooking stuff are my addictions... I'm gonna be broke.. hahaha.

night!

Hugs Are The Best

When a guy you like or have a crush on gives you an unexpected hug it feels really good. Today he made me the happiest chick alive. :D That is all folks!

Aww Factor Quote

I am in a weird place right now. It is really, really depressingly hard to even pretend that you can be a normal guy and have a normal relationship right now. Not many people can relate to the attention and lifestyle I have and I am in a place at the moment where I don't know if I am going to be able to be famous and have a normal relationship or be a normal boyfriend. That is really scary to me, as even though I am a musician and that is a massive part of my life, there is a part of me that is loyalty-driven. I want to be a boyfriend, I want to be a husband, I want to be a dad. I want those things. Badly. - Patrick.

Jeff, You're A Pioneer of Paranoia...

So, I was watching the clips I had on youtube and I just wanted to share this one with you all.



hehe. I love Coupling. That show was awesome. I was also watching a video blog that I subscribed to and it got me thinking of starting my own video blog. I am still not sure about it yet cause well... I am more of a behind the camera person and I really like to just get everything out in writing. I highly doubt my videos would be as popular as hers. But, still the thought of my face being put out there.. eeeee.

So, I finally finished all my stinking papers. WEE!!! Not time to party yet I am afraid. I still have two more finals to do next week. ::sighs:: But it should be interesting. So, myspace isn't working on Safari on this computer for some reason and that really ticks me off haha. So I guess Firefox will have to do. One thing I noticed, and I happen to like, is that on here it tells me when I have a spelling error haha. For some reason that makes me all happy. I am just waiting for Marina to get out of class in oh about 2 hours.. So hungry.. Denny's!!!!! :D Well, I think this will be a short one for now cause well it just will be. Haha. Take care!

Tell It To Move, Feel Like Climbing The Walls

Hey! So, I finally have some spare time to write a decent blog. Once again, I am sorry for the one liner ones. I have been swamped with school work that really had to get done and not to mention I was dead tired.

So I was listening to the stream of Vena Sera and there is one part in the song I Get It that really stood out to me and is something I feel everyone should ask themselves in life. Here it is:

"Do you want it enough? Do you want it at all? Should you need it at all, takes a man to see, do you want it enough? Do you want it at all? Should you need it all, do you want it enough?"

Why do I think everyone should ask themselves that? Well, in this short short life of ours you have to determine what it is you really want. Are the things you are doing at this moment what you want to be doing? Are you where you want to be? Is there something that you really want? Ask yourself "Do you want it enough?", you'll soon begin to see just what matters and what you really want. You only live once so why not make it really count?

For me those lines stood out and I started thinking, Am I doing what I want? Do I really want to go into the field of writing? The answer is yes, I worked my butt off not to just give up now. I honestly don't care if I never make it rich or have people know my name all over the world. As long as I am doing some sort of writing I will be the happiest person in the world. If I can make some sort of living doing what I truely love then I have been successful. Cause I know I don't want to be a cashier at Wal-Mart the rest of my life. No offense to that place but it's not my passion. I'd rather create stories of people being assholes and have the cashier have their revenge on them than me have to experience that first hand, only without the revenge part.. Although, that would make work a lot more interesting. Muahaha.

So today is the last day of class for Editing and Post-production II and Audio II. I am saddend cause I really liked those classes this quarter. Another reason I am sad cause that means I'll have to start my final quarter here at school. Scary thought... EEP! Tons of work ahead of me and I think I am gonna just dive in. Take care folks!

Shortness

Yea sorry another short one. I have a lot of work to do.